I'M TIRED OF LOVEThursday, July 18, 2013 | 10:30 AM | 0 speak(s)
hello my blogger,can you tell me what is LOVE ?
i'm already tired of loving . i ignore everyone who respect me, who are fine to me, who loved me before or now. i'm tired of loving !! really !! i loved to be friendsip forever than have a relationship. NO RELATIONSHIP ( NO LYING, NO FIGHTING,NO TEARS,NO STRES, NO WORRIED, AND ALL)
i just know love is two people together,sharing all problem together,love each other,just thats all. but,after my dad prohibited me love someone now. he always said, you're still 15 years old, and you have a big way to through.you can't have a relationship. just being friendship. okay ? and i think that's right .
what kind of relationship now ? am i damage if now i don't have couple?? i don't think soo. i still have friends !! and i've been dating and i'm regret now.
i scared,i'm not good enough for him
i scared,i'm not enough loved him
i scared,i'm not better than other's girl
i scared,i'm get jealous and he get mad
i scared,he was hurted by me .
i scared that's all...
and i'm really so sorry, i didn't mind it. and surely,now i dont know i love who. i oso worried if someone being good to me.i scared, he is good to me, and i'm not. sometimes, i felt i need someone accompany me everyday, but sometimes, i got scared if one day he will leave me soo farrr .. whilst we have many delight moments together for many weeks,month,years before. i scared , i can't forget that's all,if you really leave me.
pleasse !!
i'm tired of loving, i just want i can happy day by day, i hope time pleasse go fast . and i hope i'm busy everyday. and haven't a free time to think other's people. and not usefull to think. i just want that's all.maybe i'm too selfish.
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